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[26 Jul 2005|03:00pm]
I'm in Stoneybrook. (I'm so tired that I almost wrote Sunnybrook right there. Silly me.) Things are good. I'm alive. The end - for now.
2 daydreams| Space out.

If you're not homesick and you're not content, then what are you? [22 Jun 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I'm so ready to be done with this place. I love Southern California and I always will, but I need to be out of this place yesterday. The sights, the sounds, the people... I feel so tied down with everything. I'm searching for something but I can't tell you what it is. Everyday is the same: I either go to the beach or work, and when I'm not doing those things I'm usually with my boyfriend. I hope I hear back from Dawn soon because the waiting and the wishing is killing me.

Space out.

Time for a visit to Dawn [11 Jun 2005|05:48pm]
I left a message for Dawn on the Stoneybrook Community Message Board and she responded. I wish I could go out there and see her, because I really need a break from my life in California right now. And who else would understand better than my fellow Californian friend? No one, that's who.

Summer is okay so far. I mean, mostly I've just been working and thinking about summer school and how I don't want to do. I spend time at home with Dad and Kaitlyn and the baby (somehow I think I failed to mention that I have a baby brother named Jack - another whoops!) and I spend a lot of time with my boyfriend Taylor, but I am so ready for a change. I feel like no one out here knows me anymore - I'm just tired of always being around people I grew up with. I need something new in my life.

Le sigh.
Space out.

Whoops, I forgot! [09 Jun 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I sort of forgot that I had this journal. I mean, it's been almost a year since I've posted, but I've been super busy. First there was my trip to see Dawn in CT, and when I came back, it was just a week or so before school started. I had to pack up and move out and into the Cal State Northridge dorms, and that was crazy, since I didn't want any help from my dad and certainly none from Kaitlyn.

Oh. Yes, let's do talk about Kaitlyn. He's some lady my dad met at work about a year or so after my mom died, and they were just friends, and then right around the time I graduated from Palo Alto High, they got married. It's weird, having a "new" mom. I like Kaitlyn, but it's the same kind of 'like' Dawn felt with Carol. It's weird. I don't know how to explain it. That's a whole different entry.

Anyhow, I'm here. I'm alive. And I can't wait to talk to you, especially Dawn!!!

Space out.

[28 Jul 2004|12:05am]
[ mood | chipper ]

OOC: Just realized I've yet to write in Sunny's journal...eep! But now that's taken care of. :)

Dad and I got my plane ticket. I'm leaving in a couple days. I'm a little nervous. It's been a while since I've seen Dawn, even longer since I've seen her friends. I'm so excited. On top of the nerves, that is.

I hope it's warm there. I mean, I know it's summer, but I'm sure it's not like summers in California. I've never even been outside of the Pacific time zone. This is going to be great. I'm shocked I even got Dad to agree to let me go. He hasn't exactly been the world's coolest dad these past couple years. But then can you blame him? Mom's death was hard on both of us. But I don't want to get in to that.

Alright! Packing. Gotta get to packing. What exactly does one wear to Connecticut?

Space out.

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